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Sunday, June 18, 2006
Well.
That was an agnsty last post. Hey, I couldn't take it anymore.
I'm a teenager.
I have raging hormones.
But I meant everything I said.
Forget that.
I've bounced up again.
Ooh yeah. Australia vs Brazil is up next at midnight. That's in about an hour and five minutes time.
I'm currently very lost. I don't know whether I'm sad or happy or depressed or high or bored or excited or excited or dreading something.
Actually I don't feel much like a person right now. Just kind of ... human-y. Like sort of human but not quite so much. Like I'm not so sure if I'm actually sleeping and my life is a dream in my real life.
And I'm also pretty bored. There's nothing much to do, aside from work. For work, I wouldn't use the word 'boring' but let's not go into that. And the occasional football matches that I played this week. And I think I tore my ligament or something like that.
Hmm.
And I shot a couple of arrows today with my dad's friend.
And erm.
I... went to the bookshop once this holiday.
And, well let's see.
I vaugely remember having fun before when I was 1, 2, 3, 4, 5?
Well, ok that's exagerrating.
But seriously, there's nothing much to do on Earth is there?
Well, not for 14/15 year olds who spend most of their time studying and erm stuff like that. TV gets boring. Very boring.
There's reading I guess.
But yeah... that's about it.
Writing?
I can't believe I'm actually writing this.
It's strange, because I know there are so many other things that I can do, but I can't do. And I can't do them because... well actually I'm not quite so sure why at the moment. But there's a good reason. You see, boredom kills brain cells.
Ahh.
I know the problem. I'm unsatisfied with my life.
Oh come on! There are so many adverts for beauty and slimming centres, and for cars and banks and chairs and tables and computers and handphones and handphone lines. Why can't they step out of materialism and get some adverts on 'How to live your life fully' or 'A purposeful life 101'?
At the same time I don't really want anything new to happen. Because everytime something happens, it's always something bad.
Well, at least in about an hour I'm going to sneak into my parent's room and watch the match.
GO SOCCEROOS!
YEAH AUSTRALIA!!
If you're actually read up to here, you must be bored as I am.
Hi! Are you a resident of Planet Earth?
I'll stop ranting now.
[ T-ray* ] blogged @ 7:55 AM
